Really? I Mean Really?!
Okay I have tried not to really put my thoughts in words on this but can I just say I really miss the days when I would turn on the TV and fall in love with characters I have never seen before. But now a days you turn it on and its like oh look its so and so who was a series regular on last years so and so show for 4 years and then reading all the new pilot news its all so and so has been cast...I have not heard of ANY newcomers!
People used to come to Hollywood to follow a dream of being on TV...but now unless you come here when you are 10 your chances of following your dream become a heck of a lot harder! This doesn't mean I give up or even ready to throw the towel in because I get to do what I love and work with amazing people when I do...but I do have to reset my thinking to, "well I will just have fun doing what I do until it isn't fun anymore".
I must admit I would love the chance to walk into a room where the casting director is like OMG he is amazing we have to have him, then on the way home get a call that I have a producer meeting, then a network and Josh you have booked a pilot...even if it doesn't get picked up...still would be fun! Eh I guess I just have to keep on keeping on and wait for the day that that does come.
In the meantime I will just keep turning on the TV and watching washed actors appearing on yet another show...and most of the time playing the same dang characters....one day Hollywood may decide that we want fresh again then again maybe those days are gone...so enjoy recycling America:)
And that is my rant...


